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Wow [Monday, March 20th, 2006 @ 1:46am]
[ mood | curious ]

I haven't updated in awhile hello all :)

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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY [Sunday, June 5th, 2005 @ 8:30pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

Hey danny your blue hair is hot and i totally want your bod!!! Im sorry i stood you up please don't hate me i'm way to beautiful for hate :)

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[Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 @ 3:01pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I had my play and i rocked, i stole the show when entered in a french number with fishnets and half my ass hanging out, my mom commented on it that it was great and that that was so much like me, gee thanks mom you're wonderful and i love you too :)

Anyways one more time tonight and i go down in JCC history as the french whore :) works for me!!!

Gwen i love you and thank you for coming your support was wonderful and helpful :)

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Update yeah why not [Saturday, April 16th, 2005 @ 5:09pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Okay so my play is in less then a week i'm expect several people to come and see me in my hooker outfit its the french hooker to be exact, so its the 22nd and 23rd of april so this coming up friday and saturday. If you don't come *gwen* i'll hurt you or attempt to hurt :( Danny i hope your play or whatever it was you wrote about goes well, if you have the time you can check out my skinny ass in fishnets and a duster!

Bought a new cell phone yesterday cost $150 dollars total yay for me!

gotta go got a life to live!

p.s eradariel i love you very much!

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Found some cool pics of me [Friday, April 1st, 2005 @ 9:22pm]
I was going through my PC and found this pic from the time i got blown off by a friend of mine, well he never called like he said he would hence the blown off bit enjoy.....
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Me and Crystal at my cousins wedding enjoy that haha crystals almost hotter then i am lol
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[Sunday, March 27th, 2005 @ 2:03pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

Fuck! end of story

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[Sunday, March 20th, 2005 @ 1:56pm]
Dear Diary
Today at work i did nothing and ate two slushes, two donuts, one large cup of chai, and a thing of popcorn. Tomorrows list of things to do sleep until late hours of day, take a long hot bath, destroy the world with my super sexy looks, ex that take over the world with my super hot looks, prepare gwen for the theater, tell my family i love them, and call zack. Practicing my lines is another thing i must do and prepare my audition piece for chicago!

Gwen we should have a lord of the rings night i know that sounds incredibly nerdy and stuff but in the end i think it would be so much fun, better yet chris loves king arthur like we do so we could do a King Arthur night and dress up and create a war or something in my back yard for the hell of it. I don't have a normal social life so i have to make up reasons for people to visit me :)

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What a week [Wednesday, March 9th, 2005 @ 12:53am]
[ mood | cold ]

I've spent most of this week ripping out my hair because of vocal training for chicago the play, my friend sarah is hell bent on me trying out for the part, i'm afraid that you know nerves may cause me to suck at that one important moment. Grrr frustrating,

My play goes up on April 22nd for those of you who live near me come and see it i'll be in a french maids costume for goodness sake, the play may not be fantastic but i'll be damned if my ass ain't :) and its free one more reason to enjoy my ass....

I saw an exflame of mine today, it was interesting i guess he lost a lot of weight and remotely resembled a skeleton. Well he thought i looked pretty good, next time i wont wear a low cut shirt in public again!!!!

Well im off to practice some more vocal stuff and rehearsal lines....

Gwen i love you
Meagan your a pervert!

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I'm having a crazy moment [Friday, February 18th, 2005 @ 1:56am]
Yes im having a moment.....you may think this is rare yet it's not i assure you. I'm having a *flicks middle finger at the world* yes ladies and gentlemen i'm having that kind of a moment. We'll start from the beginning shall we...

1. I hate my jobs, yes both of them..i don't hate the people i just hate the fact im a fucking lacky yes that is indeed what i am a lacky. I do the work others don't want to do. I don't hate anyone no thats not the case no no no.....i just hate my job simple as that when i run away to chicago i'll be happy for five minutes im sure.
2. My fucking car got smashed on saturday and only a select few people gave a flying fuck about how i was, theres this guy i kind of liked a while back...yeah long ago, he was cool and all but he didn't call to check up on me so he can blow me hard. Not like i was going to die but i was upset i like to be comforted when im upset is that too much to ask, for those of you who did i appreciated it greatly and i love you all the more for you loving me.
3. BEING USED!! does anyone else in this great big fat fuck fest of a world think that being used should be one of the worst sins!!!!!!!!! I have found recently that i have been used without knowing it, or mislead can that be the same thing...screw it, it is to me.
4. I wanted to move out thats shot to hell its no ones fault just mind inability to decide if i wanted to take the trip to chicago or not...i decide i'll give it one good go and if i fail i tried atleast. i'll miss michigan for five minute since thats my attention span.
5. I have never felt more unattractive in my life, like today everyone had someone and i can't find one god damn person to even play around with, granted if i really wanted to i could put myself in a low cut top let my hair down and achieve my goal. but that is the retard way to fix the problem, i hate when people pull this shit ready here it is "you're so beautiful, your such a hottie, i'll call you next week WE'LL DO SOMETHING" please blow me i know what you're saying, i got what i want out of you know im slowly fading you out of my life. People think im dumb because im oblivious to certain things, or so you think. god i hate people who do that to me rawr ladies and gentlemen rawr.
6. MY LYING FRIENDS yes my friends can sometimes be lying sacks of shit granted i've had my share of white lies but not a tangled web of deciet granted sometimes they don't know they're doing it but still tangled web of lies and deciet. Im directing this at like two people.


Im going to bed i have to sulk i promise i'll be better by tomorrow if not i give all of you who still read this journal permission to put me out of my damn misery...nite

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ERADARIEL [Monday, February 14th, 2005 @ 1:46am]
[ mood | sore ]

my love i was in a car accident saturday, some old guy hit me in the ass end of my beautiful saturn, i had to go the the emergency room to get checked out and i had to wear a neck brace for awhile to help with my neck pain. You can read more on greatest journal me luff you!!!! im just glad i didn't get hurt worse :)

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